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Sometimes people will search for a method to end their lives quickly and painlessly and there are answers, but know that none of them is really painless.
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  • GonetillnowSep.7 12:13
    Enough! tired of the daily crisis. I just got 78 pills of drugs. Hope they're enough to end my life.
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  • DontknowwhattodoSep.7 17:15
    I am constantly pained with the choice of my life or suicide. I have always ahd things taken away and at one point it becomes very hard to deal with anymore pain. My oldest sister died before i was born, my father who was an amazing man died when i was 6 months old, my amazingly beautiful grandmother died when i was in elementary school, my great grandmother died just a few months after my daughter was born, my sister/best friend died in the spring. Both my ex husband and current husband were/are completely physically and mentally abusive. I have a hard time going to school and finishing my degree because i am constantly told how i cant do it and criticized for being gone 30-40 hours a week. My husband is constantly denying me any kind of attention whether it is cuddling or hand holding or actual sex. Instead he chooses to searching for other women. I am a bigger woman and have been working so hard on my weight to have the body i have always but it never comes. It takes so long and most of the time when i get to 200-205 it wont come off anymore. I decided to push really hard and lose all the weight so that after i graduate i can join the airforce and become a doctor, but now i have been diagnosed with moderate to severe keratoconus and will need cornea transplants soon. I have noone i can go to. My mother constantly tells me how much she hates my decisions, talking to me and laughs at my dreams and goals. My step dad doesnt accept me for who i am. My daughter has a stepmom and grandparents who she would rather be with. My son doesnt care much to have me and prefers his dad. Everytime i have ever tried to do something or change my life, something always happens so that it goes back to nothing. I feel like God is trying to tell me that i am not worth giving anything to and that i am not meant to be here.
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  • VirginiaSep.7 17:58
    I'm a single mother of 2 kids. I struggle with PTSD, depression and suicidal thoughts everyday. I'm also a recovering addict for 2 years now. I was in a very abusive relationship with my kids father for 7 years. Before I met him I was a happy go lucky person. Now after that relationship and it's been 5 years since we split I had turned to drugs to cope with the PTSD and depression and my life just spiraled out of control which landed me in jail, rehabs and even mental institutions! For the past 2 years I've gotten sober and believe me that was the hardest thing and continues to be a struggle everyday all the while I'm trying to raise my kids. Recently I finally found myself a really good job but I have no transportation and I rely heavily on my parents to take me wherever I need to go which has become a huge problem. And on top of that my mom is kicking me and my 6 yr old son out today!!!! I feel like no matter what I do to better myself I get a big slap in the face every time!!!! I'm so depressed that I've become a very angry person to everyone including my kids which makes me feel like a pos!!! My kids have been thru enough with their father. I'm supposed to be their protector and I have up until recently. I feel like I'm ruining my kids life by being here but at the same time I know they love me so much! I'm so confused but I'm so miserable in my own life! I've asked every resource available for help and it's all bs!!!! Their are so many requirements that you have to meet. I've failed as a mother, child, sister and citizen. Im in so much pain every day and I have to suffer with it because I'm an addict and can't take pain killers. I have a very poor quality of life!!! I really wish they would allow people like me to legally kill themselves because I would be doing myself and everyone else a huge favor by doing so!
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  • name :)Sep.16 03:25
    @ : um seriously. i have reasons to come here. but well, (sorry i'm no woman), i think you pretend. look: you are able to use internet, you and your children did not starve or something. compared to really poor people, we live in luxury. please accept that :) well and i guess you might find people besides your parents, to live with. imho, the modern women too much believe in depression and pills. just watch yourself with my eyes, and find a way. then, after your children are grown up, you may leave the earth, if you still want it.. ps. i am poor (a good pizza costs more than a month of internet), i have a bad appartment that makes me sick, i'm hated because i like boys. still i think i am good enough to get to heaven, but reading your article makes me think about living on. so far, its far after mignight, here in germany. best wishes. Jorg. ps: choose something good and easy to achieve, to know what to live for! :)
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  • venkatSep.7 18:04
    i feel like killing myself i have committed some mistakes for which i regret till date i left my girlfriend i never use to bother her she used to care for me a lot like hell but now when she isn't in my life i feel like i'm broken i feel numb i don't know why is it so i was messed up i need a chance an another chance to improve myself and keep her happy but she isn't interested in me whenever i try to contact her she behaves like as if she have never known me . i don't wanna die i wanna face this problem but you know sometimes we do feel what the heck on the earth are we doing here
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  • SamSep.7 18:14
    I am depressed all day long i only watch anime that has gender bend in it i really wanted to be a girl but i am scared that no one eill accept me i am 19 and never even kissed a girl i have no job i suck at school dont know what to do with my life the only one that loves me is my mom, i am dreaming only that i die in my sleep but it never happens and i wake up again with no intention to live every day... btw i am dutch so dont watch my english
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  • opySep.7 18:35
    I want to die but I haven't enough courage to die.my lover always fights with me I've been through a lot recently. I considered committing suicide. overdose drugs but nothing happened. I am still alive.my mom always cries infront of me my aunt said my mom to die & I am a curse to my parents. I want to but I can't take any steps to do it
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  • jSep.8 07:32
    I always wanted to die. I don't really have a deep reason for it. I think I was just unhappy. Then, I got sick. The pain was terrible that I prayed to have my life back. We just take our life for granted. We want things to be in our way and if it didn't, we think about ending our lives. Let's us be strong and start living how we want our lives to be :)
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  • atharrvvSep.8 10:17
    I wana die .... my reason is lame but i am tired of constant internal tortures i recieve when i see other friends of mine riding good bikes and i am left behind with nothing ... Due to this reason i cannot concentrate in anything in my life .... ! Plz tell me a good way to die .... cuz no one loves me ... and i dont want to live ..die die die die die die die die die
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  • his girlSep.19 09:15
    @ : Im laughing so much right now, you wanna kill yourself bcz ur friends have better bikes?? really? kill ya self
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  • NOOBKID_HACKSSep.8 11:58
    i have pressure from all around i wanna die
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  • Alex McSep.8 12:57
    Hey guys, your life cant b as shit as mine. I really am a piece of shit I used to be a bully, a drug taker and just a general asshole. I want yo kill myself because I think karma has cought up with me , iv got epilepsy , been accused of terrible things, people laugh at me, and a number of stuff that probs wouldn't fit on this page. So I would urge the good people not to do it. I'm not saying my situation is worse , just struggle on it will always get better for the good people. I'm that much of a coward I need to find a painless way to do it. You guys are probs stronger than me so I urge u again things get better for the good the hopeless and the depressed . Bye guys hope I don't see u in hell.
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